

Today has been very...sad..nostalgic...regretful...
I miss singing lessons
(by the way this looks nothing like my beautiful and talented voice teacher...look below!)
And choir
and my professors
(find santa!)
I miss performing
I miss waking up and actually looking forward to all the work I had to do. because I really truly loved it
I regret not getting my licence sooner
I regret not subbing for a while before I took a desk job
I am sad that I wont be meeting with Belmont people in september..
I am sad that I can't just up and leave for school
I am sad that I can't afford singing lessons- and that i dont have the ability to teach them
I feel a little like a failure today
but there's always tomorrow:) and singing along with choral music in my car on the way home..and going home to an encouraging and loving husband
yeah..everything will be ok at 6:00 ..:)
to make up for my pity party- heres a link to this beautiful man's music . oh how I love him